Deeper thinking

My thoughts are now turning to the  future. I have had a complete break since finishing with Cruse; I promised myself to have the rest of August just to wind down.
Our conversations are now turning to what needs doing with regard to the house. We have a few choices but each has risks. We have spent our married life taking risks but not so much the last few years .
We will continue to discuss the options and maybe take some professional advice but I am ready for whatever needs to be done.

We have been invited to a "Presentation" evening by Cruse. I really don't want to go but also don't want to let anyone down. I have managed to quickly "de-Cruse" myself and I can just feel stress again thinking about having to attend an event with me as one of the main focuses!! Not my scene and I would rather the monies stay in the "pot" for service delivery!!!
I am busy decluttering the rooms, cupboards, shelves etc. Phil keeps asking me to relax but I am quite happy doing it. I can't stop completely so this is purging the organised part of me quite well.

My swimming challenge did not happen because Julie and I were so relaxed just chatting that we did not get as far as the spa!!! Next time maybe . I have bought a new swimsuit ready!
I now have to look at this blog. At the moment I am just  doing it for myself and I am sure I have no followers but then I don't have the set up yet to invite any.

So let's get the weekend started and make my to do list for next week. I am looking at job availability every day but not with any enthusiasm!! The post with Cruse has been filled by Clare and I wish her well. I am breaking the ties completely once my fundraising efforts are fulfilled............